If counseling worked last time, then try it again.
And maybe you could work with a counselor to develop ways for you to avoid "stupid sexual encounters" so you don't have freak outs like this again. :)
You might also want to talk to a counselor about anxiety, if you haven't already.
Aj
Thanks for the note and your patience with the paniced. Not sure your experiences, but your input is very helpful. I try to give back once I come down. Aside, I have redness at the under base of my penis that my doctor said is nothing but nerves and to forget it... Said no need for testing, but I still worry. I did get this last time I had a stupid sexual encounter... Last time I think 3 months of counseling cured it!
I would suppose it would depend on if any fluid was exchanged, etc.
I can't even speculate because this is so unlikely to happen.
Mutual masturbation is considered low risk, and always has taken into account that some body fluids will be exchanged during this, and its still low risk. Its not anything to worry about, ok?
Aj
what stds would be possible?
In theory, this is possible, but in reality, it is not an efficient way of transmitting anything.
I would call this really low risk, but not no risk.
AJ