Yes, and if you need help with that, please don't hesitate to seek help for it, ok? You certainly aren't alone. This forum is made up largely of men who've been in your shoes.
Aj
you are right i was unfaithful - i leave terribly guilty abou it and i keep thinging my issue is physical when it is probably psychological. Thanlk for your insight. I guess you are saying it is all in my head and not my in my private parts - i need to truly forgive myself and not doing things that are just wrong.
This could be candida, but I'm not even sure its that. If everything calms down after changing clothes, then its probably just body heat.
The medications you got would have either cured or prevented most stds, so you really don't have anything to worry about.
Since its been so long, and you have such guilt and anxiety, I am wondering if you were unfaithful to a partner. If that's the case, and you can't let it go now, you should seek some help for this. My apologies if that's not the case, but after 9 months, whatever the reasons, you should be able to move beyond it now.
Aj
the test i took was before 6 weeks has passed - i did not know this was something important. I did the test at a clinic - i did not want my real doctor to know.
However, since them, I have gone to both Derm and Urlogist - once i was told i had Canda(Sp) and the other time Fungus - i mentioned the oral sex to the derm (she is the one who thought it was Canadam and she it was not an STD. BTW - when i got tested even before the results came in i had a shot and took pills that he prescibed so be safe. Does this additinal inofrmation make a difference and any other advice. Once again, i have never had any marks, blisters etc. The only i get is my penuis and scrtoum get read when in my pants after a hot day. However, once i disrobe and things cool down they go back to normal colr in 30 minutes or so
If you tested more than 6 weeks after, your results are accurate, and this could well be in your head.
Aj
Sorry fat fingered the keys - i meant slight itch. in fact certain days i feel nothing and other days i just notice something. I am thinking it is either stress or guilt related
How long after did you test? If you tested 6 weeks after the encounter then you are clear of any possible STD's. if it was shorter then you are most likely clear of STD's. Oral sex is a very low risk encounter.
What is a slight hitch? I don't understand the word hitch.