Just go to http://quitporn.net You'll get great help there.
From your post, It appears that Internet porn may be the problem.
Here's a video presentation on porn addiction, by a science teacher. It is non-religious and science-based.
http://yourbrainonporn.com/your-brain-on-porn-series
Porn can become an addiction. It does not matter if the addiction is to a substance or if it is a behavioral addiction, the same brain changes result. Todays internet porn is nothing at all like our ancestors ever encountered, with the constant novelty and genres of extreme porn. Unlike yesterdays Playboy, Internet porn overstimulates the brain regions responsible for addiction. Your primitive brain is now in charge.
If your addiction is porn, quitting can be tough, and you will have cravings, along with good days and bad days. You will need to replace porn with other activities, and with as much social interaction as possible. Find some forums where you can share your story and get advice.
Stopping completely, though hard, is the only way to allow your brain to return to normal. If you continue to masturbate, focus on feelings, - do not fantasize about porn.
everyone masterbates ok :)