hi there,
I'm honestly terrified to talk about this with anyone and it's very nerve wrecking for me. let me say that I've had sex with my boyfriend now three times. the last time we had sex was on the 21st in November so almost three weeks ago. Every time we had sex it was protected. We did not use protection for oral however. i did ask him about std's before we had sex for the first time, He told me he does get tested and that he's pretty sure he doesn't have anything. The last time he had sex was in February of this year. The last time i did before I met my boyfriend was in April of this year. I did get tested for stds this year in February, some time around there and i was clean. Anyways, the last time he gave me unprotected oral was the last time we had sex. i have given him oral a couple times afterwards since we had sex for the third time. What's scaring me is how my vagina feels. i want to say that I was still a virgin sorta when me and my current boyfriend had sex for first time because when I had sex in April that was when I lost my virginity. So it was my second time when me and my current had sex for the first time. My vagina feels a little sore maybe.. i'm not sure if it's cause of me getting used to sex or if it's cause Somethings wrong. It was feeling a little sore now it feels like a part of it inside is dangly and loose? I was also thinking when he was giving me oral he wasnt rough but he was doing it to a degree, does that make sense? i talked about my soreness with him and he thinks maybe he bruised me down there during intercourse. i'm scared and i cant tell anyone. And If i should go get it checked out, is there any place that could do it for free and under confidentiality? Thank you so much in advance and sorry that was a lot i typed.