Paranoia or something wrong?

[sadsongs]

hi there,
I'm honestly terrified to talk about this with anyone and it's very nerve wrecking for me. let me say that I've had sex with my boyfriend now three times. the last time we had sex was on the 21st in November so almost three weeks ago. Every time we had sex it was protected. We did not use protection for oral however. i did ask him about std's before we had sex for the first time, He told me he does get tested and that he's pretty sure he doesn't have anything. The last time he had sex was in February of this year. The last time i did before I met my boyfriend was in April of this year. I did get tested for stds this year in February, some time around there and i was clean. Anyways, the last time he gave me unprotected oral was the last time we had sex. i have given him oral a couple times afterwards since we had sex for the third time. What's scaring me is how my vagina feels. i want to say that I was still a virgin sorta when me and my current boyfriend had sex for first time because when I had sex in April that was when I lost my virginity. So it was my second time when me and my current had sex for the first time. My vagina feels a little sore maybe.. i'm not sure if it's cause of me getting used to sex or if it's cause Somethings wrong. It was feeling a little sore now it feels like a part of it inside is dangly and loose? I was also thinking when he was giving me oral he wasnt rough but he was doing it to a degree, does that make sense? i talked about my soreness with him and he thinks maybe he bruised me down there during intercourse. i'm scared and i cant tell anyone. And If i should go get it checked out, is there any place that could do it for free and under confidentiality? Thank you so much in advance and sorry that was a lot i typed.

[minisheepdog]

This is normal.but never take a guy's word about std or aids.that's not when a guy is going to admit anything if it's gonna stop him from getting in your pants.

[Dalubaba]

It would be helpful to Sadsongs (original poster), if some one informs her where to go for free check up with confidentiality. Or she should  post again to Std community.

[Codingirl]

I recommend soaking in hot tub with Epsom salts and tea tree essential oil.  Just a few drops say 5-8 drops per bath.  Tea tree is soothing antiseptic and will help you.  If this does not help go to  your GYN, STD is possible.  But unlikely at this point. Planned Parenthood would be a great help.  Always use condoms!! Use lubricants with condoms .  I would consider getting birth control as well.  Trust me, this pain is nothing compared to having a baby!! I am 35 and recently had surgery from my daughters birth injury.   also, do not be afraid to talk to someone you trust about these things.  Especially  us ladies that are older.  We've been there!!  

I am not a doctor or pretend to be .  Information is for advice and does not replace a licensed medical professional.  Please see your MD for any issues that concern you.