Ok. Im trying to shake the thought of pregnancy from ymy head becuase i have ALOT of things coming us this year and i wasnt excpecting a baby to be one of them. I can deal tho, or try. Ive only had 1 bf and he has only had 1 gf (me) and we lost our virginity together. Were still together (1yr, 1month.) We had one pregnancy scare, but it was just PMS and all in my head. It was wrong timing and i was luck to not get pregnant. Well, i never really paid attention to this pre-ejaculation or ovulation thing? Nobody told me anything (seriously!?) until i looked it up myself.
We had sex two days before i ovulated apparently, after i calculated it. He did the pull out method (which im hearing was a dumb choice becuase of pre-ejaculation.) Not to mention it being this close to my ovulation it's more likely to get pregnant. Im only blaming myself, i know it was my fault and a dumb move... And im trying to think that im not becuase i dont want to "think" the symptoms into happening.
I read all this research on Preggo early signs and what all these women have to say about having pregnancy symptoms two days after unprotected sex! I thought that was insane, I was told you had to wait weeks && weeks before you saw signs. My period is suppossed to be here in about 13 days.
Im experiencing this consatant sick feeling in my stomach and when i wake up i never want to eat anything until its something i REALLY want. Ive had light cramping for the past two days, and all ive done is sleep today. My boobs have a slight pain to them (not to the touch) but just a light sorness right now. And my stomach is having this weird tugging feeling in it. Its all crazy!! And i read that alooot of girls have went through this, this early... Im not scared, I just wish somebody could give me a number to which they think i could be pregnant. Like on a scale of 1-10 what do you think, or in percents do to the facts... I don't know what to do.
I can't tell my parents, i feel like a dissapointment and really depressed now, my boyfriend is supporatave which im grateful for... I want to wait to tell my parents, until i know the baby lives before i casue hell to desend upon our families.