I've had a small, painless, pebble sized lump in right testicle since I was 11 years old. I never went to the doctor. I'm 23 now. About a year ago I noticed an uneasy feeling in my lower pelvic region and it felt a little uncomfortable to sit. For about a week my scrotum stayed shrivelled up tightly. Then as the year went on I've had a constant dull ache deep in my lower right abdomen. It feels heavy like something is getting slightly pulled inside there. I've had weird symptoms such as aches in right leg, chronic muscle spasms in my right leg and changes in bowels. Visible mucus in my stool, large stool, skinny stool, loose stool, and sometimes red blood when I wipe. That area of my lower abdomen is constantly gurgling and I have a lot of bad gas everyday. sounds weird but when i push on the area it makes a strange squishing sound like air and liquid. My right testicle is now about a half a size bigger than the other one. My fear is that I've had testicular cancer this whole time and now it's spread to my stomach or worse. It has cause serious depression for me and I can't seem to get to a doctor... I haven't told anyone about this and it's destroying me inside. Does anyone have any information on other possible causes for these symptoms? I've already convinced myself I have cancer (with good reason I have every symptom) but I know I'm letting my fear get the best of me. It would just help me gain confidence to make an appointment and go through with it if I had some more possibilities about what it could be or similar cases or experiences. Please any information would help.
P.S. I know I can't be diagnosed over the Internet and that I need to see a doctor, I know that. Im just looking for support and to shed some light on my very bleak disposition. Thank you.