Last day of the year hurry up and leave already!

[redheadaussie]

Well, I am really down, depressed, feeling blue, and really not very happy. I am going to see my G.P in an hour and get him to test me to see if I am now hypo. I hope I am in  stupid way then I can prove once and for all my depression is hypo related. Dropped from 114.3mcgs down to 100mcgs at the insistance of the endo. He told me to get off the 150mcgs as it was making me thyrotoxic...I told him I was on 114.3 not 150...Each time I have dropped down 150, 125, 114.3 the levels barely change...so he naturally thought I was on the higher dose, so his thoughts were to drop to 100  Earlier in the year when I was on 100 I was hypo hippo! Felt slow, tired, huge and depressed, the depression was what got  to me and I was feeling very scared by the suicidal thoughts that kept popping up in my head. Not that I think I would do anything, it just gets very difficult to cope.
  So in a few days time I will know what my TSH levels are again. Meanwhile, this year in Australia has only 11 hours to go..I wish it would hurry up and leave, I want a new start!

[blksapphire]

I'm hoping the start of the new year will bring good things to thyroid land.  I'm with you Red, I don't like feeling blue and depressed.  The doctors never want to listen to us.  
We are with ourselves all the time, they see us for 10-20 minutes and has all the answers without listening.

I have about 26 hours before the new year arrives.

Happy New Year Red and Im hoping you can prove your theory.

Terri

[Barb135]

Hang in there.  You aren't alone.  There are a lot of us that have a bad year and looking for this one to go away!  Next year just has to be better for us.