Trying to Clear my Head

[At The End of My Rope]

Well I have not heard on my interview this job hunting is really taking a toll on me. My husband has been so so supportive through all this stuff from the surgery,cancer,treatment,mood swings HUGE mood swings, and job layoff. But the bills are not supportive they just keep stacking up.I have just put this all in Gods' hands' I have asked him to show me the way. I know he listens and I know everything happens for a reason, but I have sent out of 100 resumes' the jobs just do not want to pay anything. So, this morning it is nice an cool here in VA like 61 degrees in my area so I went to the shed got my bike out and went for a ride, just letting the breeze hit my face o'yeah of course my new beauty mark as well, just to clear my head. My husband and family tell me that maybe this was God's way of saying hey-you need time to heal...okay fine I am ready to go back too work now. lol Everytime I think I am doing better something happens, like last night we were in bed, and my right leg just got the hardest leg cramps you have and my husband starting rubbing and rubbing he said your leg is cold I said REALLY DUH YOU THINK<<< I know that was bad...he laughed but I was serious.then it moved on up my leg into the thigh man it brought tears to my eyes.got up put some jogging pants and socks on and went back to bed, I am really getting cold from time to time and then I get hot...Well I have rambled on now, I certainly hope you all are doing well...

Keep in touch and happy day...

God Bless-Pam

[At The End of My Rope]

Thank you everyone....You all just make my day- It seems you all listen and truly understand more than my family I guess that is because we are all in the same boat, and now the feeling of this nasty stuff. Thanks-Pam

[DLA]

Sorry, Pam.  They're right, it wasn't meant to be, so there must be something better coming your way.  All we can do is our best.  My mom has worked collections for an electric company and a bank and I know with them that if you called often to give them updates and work with them on what you can do they try to help.  Now I know that not all places are like that, but call and explain and see if they won't.  That's all you can do.

Am praying for you.
Dac

[MJ13]

Sorry to hear you didn't get the job.  Send me your resume (mjvickery13 at hotmail dot com) and I see if any one I know is hiring down in your area.  Just a suggestion, but at your next interview, I wouldn't mention the thyca.  As you well know, most people don't understand thyroid problems , much less thyca.  You'll never know if that's why you did'nt get the job and if asked about it, you know a prospective employer is not going to admit it was a determining factor against hiring someone.  Hope you find something real soon.
MJ

[At The End of My Rope]

Thanks Craniac but the house,cars,electiricty, furniture,etc..do not understand about not making the payments it is just very hard right now.

[Craniac3]

Then it wasn't the right job or the right time. Everything happens for a reason. Try to enjoy the time off. It's a beautiful time of the year, and the winter will be long and cold. You can make payments you can afford to most everyplace until you get back on your feet healthwise and financially.

Hang in there!

[At The End of My Rope]

Well the place called and they choice someone else.good figure just one more rejection in my life.

[DLA]

Reminds me of one of my favorite sayings:  Let Go and Let God!  Read that some where and it really stuck with me.  Even wrote it in the front of my Bible.  So many things we just can't control, aren't there?  Luckily we can hand it over to God and not have to worry about it, b/c when we hand it over to him we know he will take wonderful care of his children and show us where he wants us.

Those leg cramps like that are killer!  Had them really bad when I was pregnant.  Would almost scream in the middle of the night.  Wish I could give you some wonderful advice for if you get any more of them, but I can't.  Still get cramps in my calves sometimes and the only thing I can do for them is make sure I don't move my foot wrong and try to relax until they let up, but relaxing with them is soooooo hard.

Am praying that things start to go your way soon, you really deserve it.  This has been such a hard year for you.  Keep us updated.

Dac