hey!hey!hey!cannot go alone you all.i tell you all, personally i feel it hard even to focus on good number of movies and magagines.find it hard to talk,sleep.eat,drink,drive,stand and foremost of all i cannot study.i have lost my brain my damm memory.i cannot pursue my dreams,i have been wiped off of my fortune and fate is also not on my side.god hates me.and i am just a meare 20year old human-being.
i used to be brilliant in my school days.things got a .little changed and iam struggling for my mere existence.can't god be little lenial are we suppoed to such a disgrace.
and that too without commiting any crime?sorry just over-reacting.can't control my hatred.
but ihave the will and desire to overcome.i will certainly make my community proud.i will succeed.pray you all for each and everyone of us.
It's amazing how time flies, isn't it? I'm skidding right up to the anniversary of the thyca diagnosis (the 25th), and boy was that a shocker. My primary doc, my endo, the doc that did the FNA ~ none of them thought it was cancer. Surprise!! Nothing could prepare me for the rollercoaster of emotions after that diagnosis and subsequent treatment.
On August 6th, it'll be a year since my TT, and like you I can't believe it went so fast. Some of it hasn't been a whole lot of fun, but I'm very thankful that for the most part, I feel so much better now. The doc seems to have hit my dosage right on the nose. My levels are right where they want them, and I feel a lot better. I'm just so glad that the cancer was caught and is now gone.
And Stella is right on. I've found some wonderful people on this forum that helped me through some very rough times, and am so thankful for every last one of them!!
Support in numbers!!!
That is why I feel I have found the most dearest friends I ever had here on this forum.
I WILL get someone to hear US - if it is the last breath I take in life. I promise!!
i swear to all of you!
LOL! NO WAY with the second surgery!! I probably should have mentioned that when I was posting.. Its crazy to think that was 1 week post op and here I am now almost 3 months in. Boy, does time go by and again, we manage to get through huh??
Were still here and kicking!!
MK
As I was reading through that, I thought I'd read it somewhere before. Then I read the "1 week post op", and I thought, boy ~ I've been away from the forum for a while. The poor thing had to have surgery AGAIN!!. Then I read the follow up post. :-))
You're very right. It's a tough job, but we somehow muddle our way through. I know for me personally, I think back to September when I was so stinkin' hypo, that I could barely move. I STILL continued to cook, clean, do laundry, etc. I don't know how I did it!! But we do, because like you said, we're strong. What's that saying......What doesn't kill you will make you stronger? Yep!
Thanks for the reminder.
Lori
How right you are. It looks bleak but there is always tomorow.
Terri
Take a look @ my new journal entitled My Crystal Ball Theory .... you are so so right~!
C~
Your too sweet! I'm sorry you got upset!!! God bless you and yours always!!
MK
Thank you so much for sharing - it made me cry!!!! God bless you and your family!
I just wanted to post this journal entry that I wrote several months back...
I live by it everyday even though its tough as nails to do sometimes, but wanted to say that I am very thankful for you all and hoping these words can help you get through at least one day!!!
Many hugs,
MK