I made it through the day with some understanding friends and an aces supervisor. I am doing assembly on jet engine parts instead of dissassmbly and I have stressed myself into panic attacks.
I made an appointment with my head doc for Wednesday to discuss what is going on with me. I am never sure if I am having bi polar or hyperthyroid . They both feel one in the same. I am still trying to get an appointment with my regular MD so I can have blood labs drawn to check my thyroid levels.( I am not sure that is right lol since I have no thyroid.
The last year has been very stressful at work between lot of immature men I work, all the overtime and my fluctuating levels TSH (thryoid suppressing hormone) Loose weight, change prescription, Gain weight, change prescription
On Top of bi polar I am really tired of this yo yo .For some reason it has been worse than ever this year. Iwas only having mini manics and I know what to do when that happens.
I have been on celexa and zyprexa for some time now and I wonder if they are b egging to loose their effectiveness.
OH well I shall be talking to my head doc and I am pretty sure I can make it till then.
I have tons of energy right now.
So back to the drawing board to see how to control this. At least my IBS isnt raging yet. I learned along time ago
" Immodium, Dont leave home without it! "
It has been along time since I have major panic attacsk not since my episode 1 when I was DX bi polar.
I really hate them.
Thats all. Thanks for listening
Love Venora
( ps copied this from my bi polar post)