I'm 28 years old, male, semi-active, former smoker, occasional drinker, 140lbs. I've had a heart murmur for as long as I can remember.
Three and a half years ago I moved from Ohio to Texas. I started getting pains in my abdomen and chest. After seeing a doctor I was diagnosed with GERD. I've been on a drug called Ranitidine, which is a generic form of Xantac, on and off for a year or so.
Lately I've been having many other symptoms including headache, dizziness, pain in the shoulders, arm numbness on the right side, morning nasuea, extreme anxiety, constipation with frequent gas, decreased appetite (under 1500 calories a day for over two years), uneasiness, and all my normal GERD symptoms. Searching on the internet has led me to believe I have a multitude of conditions but I'm at a loss for the truth. I have no medical insurance and don't qualify for Medicaid. I'm afraid of going to the hospital for fear of credit-ruining bills I can't pay. I've never had any tests done but believe I need to be checked for diabetes, gallstones of gall bladder infections, stroke, silent heart attacks, anemia, and hypoglycemia.
I go to bed every night wondering if I'll wake up. I don't truly believe I'm going to die in my sleep but the thought always crosses my mind. I spend a lot of my waking time worrying about my health and often cloister myself off from my friends.
I KNOW that I need to see a doctor but frankly I'm terrified of finding out I have something serious and if I don't I'm terrified of the bills. SHOULD I DO?