So I'm 22 going on 23, I am a single mom I was in a serious relationship with my child's father we were engaged and he was my first. Things didn't work out. I am now no longer with him so for almost two years I've been single no dating or sex.. until ten days ago. I met this guy online and I don't want anything serious I was just talking to people and we'll he was very persistent and very very late or early morning we met and had sex. Now he wanted it to be a thing. I saw it as a one night stand and I never wanted to see him again. I instantly regretted going in his car to a motel none the less and having sex with him. I made sure he used a condom. I went with him to buy it. I saw him put it on. And I felt it during sex and I saw him take it off after he came. Now I would not be freaking out but I'm feeling extremely sick like everything makes me want to throw up. To top it off like two days ago I had vaginal secretions. Like fluid and light blood. I haven't got an actual period I still have time. I had blocked him from everything after we had sex now if I am pregnant it's so awkward to even talk to him. I am so scared . I don't even know if he will talk to me because I literally ghosted him. So it's bugging me even more. I don't know what to do I'm going to get tested if I am pregnant IDK if I should tell him or just abort it without him knowing. I definitely do not want any more children ever. Ugh I really hate myself right now.