ok the pulling eye lash thing is call trichotillomania(i have trichotillomania if you having questions about that ask me) it a hair pulling disorder and the pain feeling good is probably a sign of endorphins
Since I was a young girl I have picked my eyeslashes and sometimes pulls them all out. I enjoy the pain so much that it does not hurt anymore. I panic alot and I find myself picking my lashes out when I am stressed. Its hard for me to keep jobs because I panic alot. I can not drive because I am so scared. My boyfriend complains about driving me everywhere but he does not understand that I am really afraid. I am 25 years old and I have two kids. I work and go to school. It is hard to do the things I need to do everyday because my boyfriend has to take me everywhere. My boyfriend actually had to take a job that will let him leave two times a day. Somebody help me please!
You need to look into therapy. You have OCD and it needs to be treated by a professional. Start with a psychologist and if medication is indicated you can then see a psychiatrist. The combination of both behavior mod and medication will go a long way in helping you get better.
i have picked my eyelashes out for only do it when i get nervous and i guess im like you i like the feeling of pulling them im always rubbing my fingers across the mostly when im in bed