About 10 years ago, I went into my mom's bedroom to get something from her closet. I found a plastic pitcher full of urine sitting in there. It looked old, but I've never kept urine around, so perhaps it looks old quickly. To be honest, I was hoping it was for some illegal drug testing or something. Only problem is, they don't drug test where she works. I wondered if she sold it. But I think they can tell when urine is old. I don't know, I was just trying to make sense of it. Shortly after, I moved out and to another state. Every time I would come home to visit over the years, I always kind of think the towels smell like pee. I never go in her room to check for urine though. That is until tonight. And still, the same pitcher with urine it. I mention the towels because sometimes I wonder if she washes her clothes with it or something. Or perhaps it's just in my head that there is a pee smell to them.
My mom is an incredibly defensive person if you call her out on something. And if she doesn't want to admit to something, she will blatantly lie even if it's totally obvious.
I just don't understand why she would be keeping urine in her bedroom. I don't know if she changes it out, drinks it, washes with it, just keeps it, or if it's been the same urine for 10 years (though I think it would evaporate - it's hot here). I don't feel like I can ask her what it's about.
My concern is twofold. I feel like I don't want to eat or touch anything here because I don't know what she is doing with it. It makes me uncomfortable. I'm also worried about her. I don't know what would provoke somebody to do this and how concerning this behavior might be. I've heard of people doing this out of laziness or due to anxiety around leaving a room, but she does leave her room. She does get up in the night to use the restroom. I see her use the restroom regularly. I've never heard of anybody doing this.