Crippling depression

[Bigonski]

I’ve had crippling depression since I was 8 I’m 18 now right now I’m just trying to survive and not end up in a mental hospital or dead I’ve tried pretty much every medication and none work what should I do

[Paxiled]

What meds exactly have you tried?  Have you tried therapy? There's almost always something else out there, if you have the will to try to find it.  Sometimes we lose that, especially when you've tried as much as you have.  But tell us exactly what you have tried and what's going on, there might be someone on here who can help you.