I am not new to MedHelp, but I am new to this board.
I have a beautiful, spirited, 12 yo son. He is fun and has a fantastic sense of humor. He's energetic, sweet, loving, passionate, compassionate, and sensitive. When he's really unhappy about something, it's not pretty, but you will never find a more fun kid to watch open presents on Christmas morning. He's intense. He has acute senses (or else he just reacts extremely to them)--when he's hot, he may pass out from a heat stroke, when he's thirsty, you'd think he'd been in the desert for days without water--he just may die of thirst if you don't get him water immediately. His sock seams bother him and he removes all tags from all clothing. He's also has your classic ADHD symptoms--especially impulsiveness and focusing issues.
I have suspected that my son would be diagnosed with ADHD for a long time now, but have never had the diagnosis since prescription medication wasn't something we were willing to consider. We home school, so I haven't had any pressure from a school or teacher to have him evaluated. We've coped with it by taking frequent breaks, appealing to his right-brain and kinesthetic learning style, reading his cues to try to avoid meltdowns (at birthday parties or park days, if he appeared to be getting overstimulated, we'd just leave or go sit away from everyone for a while).
I have heard some good arguments over the years for medicating--one popular one is "If he had diabetes, would you not give him insulin?" But there is no conclusive medical test that says without a doubt that a child has ADHD. It's too subjective for my liking. And the brain is a very complex thing and there seems to be little conclusive understanding of how or why the medications seem to work and no one really can say for certain what the long-term effects on the developing brain will be down the road. I know that many people disagree with this, but we each need to do what we feel comfortable doing and this is where I am with it.
I have read books on the subject and have worked with behavior modification and cognitive behavioral therapy to help the symptoms over the years. We have tried herbs, biofeedback, meditation, Ayurvedic remedies, vitamins, etc. and didn't think any of it worked, but, while cleaning out the cupboard the other day, I realized that we really could not have given those things a fair chance since all of the bottles were at least half full. I have learned that if ds gives me a raised eyebrow or rolls his eyes during a consultation, I can guarantee it won't work (I think believing something will work is really important) and he resists even taking it. After printing several things about the potential benefits of Omega-3 and having him read about it over the past week, he seems to be on board with it and has committed to trying it for at least three months. So this is where we are with that right now.
He has improved over the years (can now come to me to say he needs to leave when he's feeling overwhelmed or annoyed about something and can exercise better control in situations in which he previously struggled), but he's is now facing puberty and so we've added the typical things associated with that into the mix. And while he has improved over the years, the older he gets, the less acceptable the behaviors are when they do occur. When you lose it and shove someone or blurt out something cruel or inappropriate (he once asked a woman why she has a mustache) at 6 or 7 or 8 years old, it's not so bad because all kids at some point can do that sort of thing at those ages. But at 12, his peers have more control of themselves and they have more of a say in who they want to hang out with.
His impulsiveness is the biggest issue right now and it's been hard for him. So hard, that he has decided to not join a homeschool teen group (you can join at age 12, but they expect you to be mature enough to behave appropriately--and I told him this). At first he just said, "It doesn't sound like fun." and then he said, "I get overwhelmed in big groups." Then, later that night, he admitted that he just couldn't take the other kids thinking he's bad--he couldn't take the rejection if he gets kicked out of the group."
I have one friend who is now pushing for me to take my son for a diagnosis and try meds. She insists that I am doing him a disservice by not taking him because his self-esteem is suffering. She says that he will feel better about himself, we'd all be happier, he'd have more friends and could join the teen group, etc. So, I made an appointment with his pediatrician and started to read online about the various medications. And it made me feel sick. My gut feeling is just really bad when it comes to the medication. I am just not feeling comfortable with it. So I cancelled the appointment (which was supposed to be for today) and I'm back to trying to figure out some other ways to try to help him.
I learned to "choose my battles' and have a very go-with-the-flow attitude, but I'm wondering if more structure wouldn't help--I know he'll resist this, but he may like it eventually and feel better having more structure and a schedule. This will be tough for me because I'm not a very organized or structured person, but if it will help him, I'll do what I have to do to make it work. But I don't even know where to begin with that. When I've tried it in the past, the list of things to do would overwhelm him (I think it was too detailed or something) and he'd try it, but would end up veering off it and then we'd go on vacation or something and it went out the window.
Also--video games. I hate them. He loves them. I think I have figured out something that could work (have him only play certain games (that aren't a problem) and limit it to three battles or competitions instead of setting a timer and having him get upset if he's in the middle of a game). But should I just omit them altogether? I really don't want to take something he really enjoys, but if it really is a bad thing for him, maybe it needs to go.
I'm sorry this is so long--I just wanted to give a complete picture (it's hard to make suggestions when you don't know enough). Any suggestions and/or experiences with alternative remedies, schedules, behavioral modification techniques, etc. will be greatly appreciated.