Sounds like you need to leave if he is Violent,have you Family you can go to, sometimes its just not repairable.Good Luck
First of if he is physically abusing you, or whateva it is, you have to leave. Whatever you do make sure you do not try to hurt or kill him if he strikes at you because soo many women are thrown into prison just for defending themselves which outrages me. Be smart..use your head . If you havent already, get the police involved A.S.A.P.