It would seem that you have a very nice boyfriend. You have something good in your life. If you can move away, given your loving relationship, eventually the bad memories will fade somewhat.
But after baby is born and we have a car and my bf can find a better job I'm gonna ask him if we can move out of pensacola :( away from my past :.(
No I live a mile away from my brother in law right now I'm 19 weeks pregnant with my boyfriends baby he's 26 but we got a alarm system in our home and I doubt he knows where I live and I don't have money for a therapist but I may need to talk to my healthy start lady cuz nightmare are getting worst I literally wake up crying my bf said I shake and move slot when they happen
This is one of the worst stories I have heard. The greatest horror is that no one believed you.
Have you gotten away from all your molesters? Can you move to another town to start of new life away from some of the memories. You need a therapist. The therapist will believe you and help you. All my best wishes. You will be able to put most of this behind you if you have caring help.