I am completly sick and tired of taking pills. I still love the high but the endless need of these things is really getting old. I take them to feel better but in actuality they are making me lazy, not care about anything but the next fix. I really need help and rehab is out of the question since i have certain responsibilitys that I can't just take a leave from. I;ve tried n/a and it helped... but I aquired a stalker. I wish there was a way to just stop and get them off my mind!