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Ionote
Hey hun,
I read your post, and just wanted to say a quick hello to you. MIss you also, so so much! I haven't been posting lately cause i have been very busy dealing with this addiction thing. Not going to well on this end, again!!! Argh! Anyway, just wanted to check in and say hello, and see how you are holding up? Don't think that for a minute that i don't think about you, cause i do everyday. I will try to post more often, i really do miss all you guys so much. Anytime you want to talk, please just email me, ok? I will always get back to you as soon as i see it.
Hope you are doing well, and i know you are getting excited the day is coming soon for you to see your son. I am so happy for you.
Miss you tons!
Love ya,
Hope
I read your post, and just wanted to say a quick hello to you. MIss you also, so so much! I haven't been posting lately cause i have been very busy dealing with this addiction thing. Not going to well on this end, again!!! Argh! Anyway, just wanted to check in and say hello, and see how you are holding up? Don't think that for a minute that i don't think about you, cause i do everyday. I will try to post more often, i really do miss all you guys so much. Anytime you want to talk, please just email me, ok? I will always get back to you as soon as i see it.
Hope you are doing well, and i know you are getting excited the day is coming soon for you to see your son. I am so happy for you.
Miss you tons!
Love ya,
Hope
I dont believe there are coincidinces. The Powers that be send us messages, that is my belief at least. You are important enough to receive a personal message, sweetie.
I will be on here tomorrow afternoon, around 2 or so...If you are on i will talk to you then, ok? I need to get to bed, i am very tired...Talk to you tomorrow!
Good Night, Sleep Tight...
Luvs ya,
Hope
Good Night, Sleep Tight...
Luvs ya,
Hope
HI TZT, luvs ya back...How are you doing anyway?
Hey Ionote, i am here right now, but gonna hit the sack here in a few minutes, have work tomorrow, so gotta get some sleep, hopefully!
Gotta share a quick story with you guys. Last Sunday me and hubby started going to church again, which i am so thankful for. It has been so long since i have been there, and now that we started going again i am hoping my life will start and turn around a little bit more. Anyway, this morning before we left to go, i looked at my hubby and said "I need help with these damm pills" cause the cravings i am having seem to be getting worse and worse for me. I told him, "that last night i prayed for a sign that i can do this" well anyway, we get to church this morning and go in and sit down. The minute the preacher started talking he said the topic today is "PILLS" my husband looked at me, and i looked back at him, like (WOW) I knew right then and there that this is a sign from God to me. I just couldn't believe it. The preacher stood up there and said "I want to talk a little bit about pills, and he then began to say: There are so many types of pills in the world, big ones, little ones, different colored ones, and so on. We all take pills for a different reason, when we are sick, or hurt, and some just take them to make them feel good. (I knew this was meant for me, I looked up and thought to myself, God are you trying to tell me something) ok, anyway...he started talking about the pills and after naming different sizes and shapes he ended up mentioning a little green pill last. Believe it or not this is what i used to take, a 15 mg. oxy and it was tiny and green. He continued talking alot about pills, but ended up with the moral of the story was all the pills we see advertised on tv, they tell you that they will help you, like certain pills will help with constipation, others will help you with bladder infection, and so on and so on. I wasn't sure what he was getting at for awhile but it went from taking pills to seeing advertisments on tv and getting offers like call this number and you can win a free trip or whatever...and getting GREAT deals on things, It ended up being said that in life we get offers to win trips, or pills that can help ease pain, for a small price to pay. The preacher said, a lot of people will say "What a deal" He then replied and said, he would rather have faith in God, and get the greatest deal in the world, and that is to get into heaven for ever and ever. There was alot more i didn't mention in this, cause i got kinda lost in the middle of his story, but it really did make sense at the time he was talking. I just couldn't believe it when we get there and the topic was "Pills" and a little green one at that. I know this was a BIGTIME sign for me. I am still so stunned and amazed that this happend.
I am not sure if any of this even made sense to any of you, maybe you had to be there to hear the whole story and the way he told it, cause like i said, i know i missed alot of what he said, from being in shock. I am hoping this was actually meant for me, and that it will help me to overcome this addiction. But how often do you go to church and hear the topic for today is going to be "Pills"?
Ok, when i can remember the exact whole story i will share it with you better, but for now, i just needed to share what i could remember of it. It was very amazing to me...Still can't believe it. God finally gave me a sign and that is what i needed!
Hope you guys are doing well, and i really miss you guys so much! I am back to work now pretty much full time and between that and spending time with my dad, my life has been so hectic. I will try to post as often as i can.
Love you guys,
Hopey
Hey Ionote, i am here right now, but gonna hit the sack here in a few minutes, have work tomorrow, so gotta get some sleep, hopefully!
Gotta share a quick story with you guys. Last Sunday me and hubby started going to church again, which i am so thankful for. It has been so long since i have been there, and now that we started going again i am hoping my life will start and turn around a little bit more. Anyway, this morning before we left to go, i looked at my hubby and said "I need help with these damm pills" cause the cravings i am having seem to be getting worse and worse for me. I told him, "that last night i prayed for a sign that i can do this" well anyway, we get to church this morning and go in and sit down. The minute the preacher started talking he said the topic today is "PILLS" my husband looked at me, and i looked back at him, like (WOW) I knew right then and there that this is a sign from God to me. I just couldn't believe it. The preacher stood up there and said "I want to talk a little bit about pills, and he then began to say: There are so many types of pills in the world, big ones, little ones, different colored ones, and so on. We all take pills for a different reason, when we are sick, or hurt, and some just take them to make them feel good. (I knew this was meant for me, I looked up and thought to myself, God are you trying to tell me something) ok, anyway...he started talking about the pills and after naming different sizes and shapes he ended up mentioning a little green pill last. Believe it or not this is what i used to take, a 15 mg. oxy and it was tiny and green. He continued talking alot about pills, but ended up with the moral of the story was all the pills we see advertised on tv, they tell you that they will help you, like certain pills will help with constipation, others will help you with bladder infection, and so on and so on. I wasn't sure what he was getting at for awhile but it went from taking pills to seeing advertisments on tv and getting offers like call this number and you can win a free trip or whatever...and getting GREAT deals on things, It ended up being said that in life we get offers to win trips, or pills that can help ease pain, for a small price to pay. The preacher said, a lot of people will say "What a deal" He then replied and said, he would rather have faith in God, and get the greatest deal in the world, and that is to get into heaven for ever and ever. There was alot more i didn't mention in this, cause i got kinda lost in the middle of his story, but it really did make sense at the time he was talking. I just couldn't believe it when we get there and the topic was "Pills" and a little green one at that. I know this was a BIGTIME sign for me. I am still so stunned and amazed that this happend.
I am not sure if any of this even made sense to any of you, maybe you had to be there to hear the whole story and the way he told it, cause like i said, i know i missed alot of what he said, from being in shock. I am hoping this was actually meant for me, and that it will help me to overcome this addiction. But how often do you go to church and hear the topic for today is going to be "Pills"?
Ok, when i can remember the exact whole story i will share it with you better, but for now, i just needed to share what i could remember of it. It was very amazing to me...Still can't believe it. God finally gave me a sign and that is what i needed!
Hope you guys are doing well, and i really miss you guys so much! I am back to work now pretty much full time and between that and spending time with my dad, my life has been so hectic. I will try to post as often as i can.
Love you guys,
Hopey
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