The only way it will truly work is if you get a sponsor and work the steps. Attending meetings is great, but if you want the obsession removed and your life cleaned up, the steps with a sponsor is the best way.
I think your doing great, I like going to meetings I some times have a hard time sitting there I have made it a rule not to leave before the miracle and I all ways hear something good if I just get out of the way I go to NA,AA,CA,I have friends in all the fellowships and its nice to go some where that people know my name. I got roped in to opening the door for a meeting 2 times a week the guy left to Florida and I have to say that its the best thing that ever happened
Some times nobody shows but it keeps me Clean & Sober and when people do show its great to be at service and be there for others.Peace& Love
Meetings help me so much I do more aa than na but I love the fellowship.
Becca