DESSES

[dfr3]

HEY, girl
where are you?
even if you are  using please write.  I am weening, so I am still using please let me know how you are doing.

LOL
JILL

[dfr3]

Sh  it I know this is confusing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
c/t or weening it all sucks!  I already took my pills for today so I know I am getting bit chy.
but I refuse to take anymore, tommorow is a new day.
I think I will try to go down to 3 pills tommorow.  then I will see. I can do three!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe I can ween faster that sounds good.  because this slowly I keep thinking about taking an extra.  my hubby has them but he is a pushover.
i hate these damn pills.  day 5 WOW can you function?

I have three kids and the only days I do not have to drive around with gymnastics and cheer, are friday and sunday.  how am I going to drive them when I go c/t that is why I want to ween.  I want to be able to function even on the bad days.

I keep telling myself JUST SUCK IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT CAN NOT BE AS BAD AS WHEN I WENT C/T OFF OF 24 PILLS.  IT JUST CAN NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


LOL
AND CONGRATS ON DAY 5 I AM SO JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!

[dessss]

I'm not sure what to say there. I dont wanna give you advice that may hurt more than help. I personally wouldnt even be able to ween. I'd end up taking them all. You could ween faster if you wanted. Like maybe cut out one of your doses for a few days and see how ya feel. Other than that I dunno. I gotta tell ya 12 days is awsome. But I think when you finally do decide enough is enough you might wanna get rid of any extras you may have.

I dont know why it's not so bad this time. I'm sure I'm gonna have bad days. I just keep telling myself at this point it's mind over matter. I feel sh i tty at night but I load up on the pm's and get some sleep..

I know this may sound bad but I found if I MAKE myself surf other sites that have nothing to do with addiction and pills I can take my  mind off of them for a short period of time anyway.. Make sense?

My dh says I'm an absolute B I T c H... right now. but he understands why. I have allot of anixety. Like ohhhh woooo is me how am I gonna do the laundry without any pills kinda ****.. but I keep on truckin.

What do you think?

[dfr3]

hey, doing ok still weening
I keep thinking about going c/t.  I am taking 4 10mgs a day hydrocodone.  I was goi7ng to ween down to 1/2 a pill before c/t.  but I am thinking maybe before what do you think?

last time I went c/t from 24 pills a day and after day 12 I had NO relief and caved.  AM I setting myself up?

[dessss]

Hey you back....
Guess what????


day 5 and counting. and it seems this time a little different. I remember last day 5 I was craving sooooooo bad it's not that bad this time. Yesterday I had a rough hour or so but other than that smooth sailing.

How are you???