I never pictured myself an addict either. It starts out very legitimate and can take over. It doesn't make you a bad person. No one judges you here, don't judge yourself. Just try to get better, which your doing.
I don't know if Tim really minds being surrounded by the ladies...lol...
how do I make my profile
I am trying to kill time
Matt
GOOD NIGHT TALK TO YOU TOMMORROW
MATT
I really don't mind at all, :) We have some lovely ladies here and I think you are all wonderful!!!
I am on day 3 too!!!! I know how you are feeling and it isn't good at all. I am at work and so sick. This is one of the most difficult things I have ever done. It is going to be tough for about 5-7 days. The first time I quit, I was better on day 5. We are going to have to fight those cravings after the w/d's and that is tougher. I am rooting for you and know we can do this. Please keep posting on the board and you will get so much support.
I could really use another man here because we have majority ladies :) Very nice ladies who are always here for us.
Tim
Man let me tell you it is the worst feeling in the world
I just hope I can Hold out
the feeling that i recieved from these pills
was incredible
I just dont feel like looking at or talking to anyone
I cant eat or sleep
Ive always been atheletic now i cant move off the couch
it stinks
god i am thankful for everyone here
MATT