Lil-addict

[TimH2]

Hey there,

I hope you are doing well. I was thinking that when you are ready, we could go c/t at the same time. You mentioned that next week was your start date. It would be nice to go through this AGAIN with someone else. LOL, I plan on making it this time!!!!  Have a great day!!!

God Bless,
Tim

[lonote]

OMG RCSLADY, you may have to force yourself for your daughters birthday. It will be rough, but Iknow you will pull it off. A mothers love will give you all kinds of strenght you don;t know you'll have. You will pull it off I have faith in you. And
lil addict thankyou for all the kind things you tell me.Your the sweetheart. I'm not all that  strong but my son gives me the determination to "Get her done"
I can't have him worrying about mom while he's in the Navy. He's why , he's my reason this all came about. It started with the best of intentions but I'e learned from peeps here that the desire has to come from within. It does.

[RCSLADY]

I am on day 3 now and just got out of the bath.  Still feeling awful but not any worse.  I have my daughters 21st birthday tomorrow and I don't even know how I will pull it off.  

My head ache is bad along with the heavy legs and enery loss.  I don't even feel like socializing with people, especially my family.

[lil_addict]

Thanx so much for the reply... it really means alot to me.  This is so hard.  I really wish I had known all this before I had started takin' the damn things for my back.  DAMNNNN!!!!  OOps... sorry for venting, I'm so miserable.  I've got my daughters b-day cake and icecream party today in 30 minutes.  I don't know how I'm gonna do this, no one has gotten here yet.  I really wanna jump in the tub for a couple of hours but I can't... grrrrrrrr!!!  Sorry for venting, I just need to really bad...

Your post really made me feel a bit better though, thank you so much lonote, you are such a sweethart.  How long have you been clean so far.  You are such a strong person.  I wish I could be like you.  I really am so miserable right now.

Luvs ya XOXOXO,

Lil.  

[lonote]

Congrads on your second day. I'm sorry you are feeling rotton. It goes with the territory. Just want you to know I admire what you are doing, and c/t is nothing to sneeze at. Keep on keeping on!!!!

[lil_addict]

Hey... thanx for the post.  I'm on day 2 today.  I would love to quit with ya but I have a little bit of a head start.  I'm feelin' like **** today.  OMG this is terrible!!!  I hate this!!!  I ran out early as usual.  That's why I have got to quit.  I take too damn much at one time.  I hope you have a wonderful day and my prayers are with you.

Hugz,

Lil.