Good morning all, it is about 9 am here in so cali. Just want to check in and let y'all know that today is day 31 for me. I thought I was done with the sneezes but guess not, I have sneezed a few times already and have only been up a couple of hours. Now that my tummy tuck has healed a bit more the sneezes arent as bad, whew! i never realized how many muscles we use to sneeze!!!
I am feeling things more passionately, sights, smells, tastes, sounds. The trees are brighter and I feel I can even breathe better. Im not completely at ease yet, still getting my "sea legs" so to speak but I am so grateful to be on my way. Im connecting with my higher power again (which is many things to me). My eyes are different.
Im off to a pow wow today and cant wait to hear the songs and dance. Oh yeah, I'll bet the fry bread will be great too!
Im so glad to see people here and wish everyone a progressive day. That might mean feeling that first glimpse of hope. It may mean being in the pit of wds. Or it could mean that you are paving the way to make a decision to get clean. Whereever you are on this journey, you are not alone. We have all been there, will be there, could be there.
Hang on, time really does heal.
tzt