Ok guys - can I move in, too? I'm ready!!! Especially after the last few days...
that would be so cool if we could have a house to all gather and go through detox together, and even stay for support afterwards. Are there any really wealthy people on this site? Maybe we could all pitch in and pay for a therapist. Oh well, I guess by that point, we had might as well call it an official rehab center and take in others! I know you were just kidding about the house, but I think it could work, especially if anyone of us here win the lotto! We could even take some of our funds to help pay for the work some would be missing. Guess I will try to better a lotto number for Wednesday, you never know!
Love, Cindy
I will talk to you tomorrow.
Love to ya,
tim
LOL - Oh never mind, i get it now.. Blond moment!!!
Sorry Tim, to hear about your shoulder, what happend?
Okay, you can have first pick of the room you want...I am building it, and i get to say who picks first, so you got it bud!
I hate feeling this way, and you know what, i can come here andlisten to everyone tell me, Oh it'll be ok, you can do this, stay strong...But i would rather just stay to myself. Not that i dont love all the support i have here, but sometimes just being alone makes me feel so much better. Ya know what i am saying? Sometimes the words, that we say to one another, are nice and all, but it still doesn't help me! I need to be alone...
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luv ya
Hope
Always have time for you, and my other friends on here though...Just wanna talk, don't really want anyone to tell me it'll be okay, and to stay strong or anything like that...Just want to do some casual talking, know what i mean? Sometimes talking about other things helps me much better.
Ionote - Things just suck right now! Feeling miserable and all that stuff that goes with it. I don't want a divorce, but he is getting sick and tired of me being this way, the depression and wanting to be left alone and all...So who knows what'll happen. How are you doing?
Love,
Hope
Hey girl!! I'm sorry to hear your feeling so miserable. Me too. And the first thing I want to do is...you
got it.I've been having cravings lately.With both of the kids leaving the state/country its really f***ed
up. And I coulden't get high if I wanted to cuz of the fricking subozone. I wish I knew a way around it.
Are things really that bad girl? you really want a divorce or are you just venting?
god. I'd hate to see you go thru all that s---. Hows the job? Cathy
I'm sorry you are so down. I am feeling low myself today and trying to snap out of it. I just snapped at my wife on the phone. You are doing so well and I would hate to see you lose your clean time. I just keep obessing on why I ever did this to myself. I was always so happy go lucky and now so moody. Every little thing gets to me and I have to bite my tongue all day long. We have to just get through this ****. I feel like isolating and can't today. Keep hang in there flushin and just make it through today. My shoulder hurt the last few days and nothing to take to make the pain go away. I will make it through though. Your family is going through so much right now and all of your nerves have to be raw.
Where are you going to build the house :). I have my room picked out already, lol.
I have to log off and hopefully will return later.
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Love ya,
Tim
I am hanging in there flushin bro..
Been kinda miserable the past 2 days, just haven't really felt like talking to anyone! Feeling so depressed and hiding in my room again. Just like before! Now only this time, i am catching all kinds of he!! from everyone here. They are yelling at me, saying "Get up" "Get out of bed and do something" Friggin making me want a pill now more than ever! They just don't get it! I am almost just to the point to say fu** it...All of it, and just find some and start taking again. Why not? It's either going to have be that, or more than likely i will be getting a divorce. I just can't take it anymore, none of this, the way i feel and how depressed i am, and now the family getting all over me! God, Why the he!! did i burn my script? I need it more than ever right now, either that or a shot gun!!! Ok - j/k with the shot gun thing.
How are you doing Dumplin? I want to hear about the last 2 days...Post me, i will be checking in here all night tonight.
PS - I am going to build us all a house, so we can all go there with no one else, and recover together. How's that sound?
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luv ya,
Hope
Hey there cupcake,
They are the same I believe.
How are you doing today? I was worried about you yesterday. I hope everything is ok. I am praying for you Hope.
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Love to ya,
Tim
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