Hi everyone...so I have been off of the pain killers for 46 days. I am doing a recovery program so I am not drinking or doing any drugging :) Truly trying to be clean and sober. I have actually started feeling pretty good over the last week and a half. So here is my question...live music has always been a huge passion for me. I had concert tickets for 2 weeks ago and I did not think I was ready for that so I did not go. I have concert tickets for tonight and they are for one of my top 3 favorite bands. I love them! However, it is at a club and I am nervous. I am not nervous about using vicodin or pain meds but I am nervous about wanting to drink. I am used to having some beer when I am at live shows and often smoking pot so I am nervous about wanting to do those things. I want to go and I really want to see if I can enjoy the music sober and if so (which I am quite sure I will) I think it will be a big relief/accomplishment in my sobriety but I am also nervous and wondering if it is too early. I do have a plan. I am driving there so I will have my car if I want to leave. I am going with 3 friends and all of them know everything and know I will not be drinking, etc. They also know if I want to leave they leave or take a taxi home and they said they would not drink around me. Any thoughts???? I need some feedback!!! Also, on this same note. I am happy to be learning to live completely sober and I think I need to do this but have any of you stayed clean from the narcotics but gone back to social drinking? I am just wondering if I will be ok to drink in the future if I want to. I know that right now the slope is too slippery but wondering if it will stay that way forever. Thank you!