Lost...

[JustAYoungGirl]

I feel so lost on here since I came out the hospital...the new format is just pants! Theres so many new people who just dissapear once their questions been answered! Alot of the people i spoke to are gone! I dunno I just cant bring myself to post anything personal just now! Who's still here? xox

[gizzy32]

hearing you say what your father called you breaks my heart, it must be so painful and i am sorry, but you are a sweet girl that has come here for help like all of us. please stay away from the coke, it will take you down, im 3 months clean from that **** today and it almost killed me. you have your whole life ahead of you and things will get better. does your father hit you, you don't have to answer that im just hoping not. is there someone close to you that can help you out. no father should call his daughter those names and he is in the wrong.  please please stop the coke.

[JustAYoungGirl]

been having a really hard time with my dad lately! Today i even thought he was about to punch me and he called me a "cheap tart" and it really hurts to hear your own dad say something like that which isnt true! Iv broke up with my boyfriend and im really upset about that! Since friday iv took some coke and some e and i dont even think i want to stop! I dont know how to handle everything thts going on in my head

[gizzy32]

are you ok, ive seen you post on here many times, but not in a while. you are so young and i hate to see you having a tough time. i have seen that many people on here care about you and miss you when you don't post. hang in there and let us know what is going on please. chris

[JustAYoungGirl]

nothings good :| iv let myself and everyone else down thts why i havent posted for a while!

[GoingToMakeIt]

Haven't heard from you in a while. I hope all is good with you.

[JustAYoungGirl]

Hiya everyone! its been a bad week so far, but il get there! Done something really stupid a few weeks ago and now im panicking a bit but it will all work out in the end! I have been on here alot but havnt been posting etc. take care! xox

[hopsing94]

Hey princess, we miss you. I hope all is well. Ck in on us now and then. ~~John

[msinsane]

i am one of the new comers i have been on the forum for a little over a month and a week you seem like a real nice girl i am 29 yrs old and i have a 5 and 7 year old but when i was your age i went through alot life was sooo hard i am here if you ever need to talkor vent i have read alot of your postings and i feel your pain i went through alot of similar things at your age i hope we can become friends stay strong the people on this forum really care for you....msinsane

[ChronicCaroline]

Hi there!

I don't know ya but I would love to talk with you whenever we are both on here. I was away for a bit also and was somewhat confused by the new format. We can help eachother get more confused on here!!! Ha!

N-E-Way, hopefully we chat in the future!! Stay Strong!

[natalile]

Hi hun, I love your PM's hun. Like you i have stopped postin to, There are alot of new people in hrer i no, & the format has changed ( i never no what forum to go in ) lol. But i will start posting. I think as you go along you start to read & replay to your mate's or a post that stick's out.
God i was addicted to the place, I will post more so you have to qnswer lol.
Take care babe. See from the reponse. Your loved in here hun & you are missed, Keep on the fight.
& hey ya no i'm not totaly clean, So what ya had a drink, At the end of the day luv your still young, You have a life to have fun with.
Just your lucky in a way. In nasty twist fate you have learn't your limit's at a early age.
Live young, Live safe. Butmost of all have fun. Coz before ya no it you have regret's
I do Peace nat.
Are ya gonna write that PM lol. Sack it if it was to long lol {( hug's )}

[hopsing94]

Damn girl you had me worried. What do ya mean you were at the pub. Whats the drining age over there. You are stronger than you think and you will see that one day.
We missed ya and were worried about you. Good to see your ok,hopefully you didn't have a hangover,although if you did good for you LOL

[GoingToMakeIt]

I always love it when you post. Someday you will see that you are strong.

[JustAYoungGirl]

Iv had a pretty good day for the past few days! todays been the best although iv ended up a bit drunk (just back from the pub!) Im not as strong as alot of people think but at least im still here! What doesnt kill you can only make you stronger! xox

[hopsing94]

Yes it is, i haven't done it yet and I'm 40 years old but it feels good when I do let it out. I read your post. I had no idea. It takes alot of courage to do what you have done. My heart goes out to you. You are obviously a very strong person to be able to deal with this as well as you have. I wish i could hear your accent, I can see it in your typing, its so cool. Well I hope you are having a good day today. I think its afternoon where you are.

[JustAYoungGirl]

its ok! I posted a little update/rant! Im quite open at times but other times i tell nobody anything and it just builds up! Then somethings got to give and when it does i explode! its not healthy at all...but it is a hard habit to break xox

[hopsing94]

you should, it will help to get it out. It's not good to keep things bottled up and you will feel better. Just remember people only need to know what you want them to. Whatever you post on here is for everyone to see. Sorry it took so long to answer,I left work and had to drive home.

[JustAYoungGirl]

I could be doing with a good old rant about everything thts going on at the moment! think i might make a post about it! Starting to feel a bit more at ease with the new look of the forum and with the new people etc. Im trying to hang in there but its so hard at times! iv had a hard couple of days! Il get there though! xox

[hopsing94]

Well I usually reserve that for my litte girl,she's 4 and a real character. Glad your feeling a little better. It's good that you got out. I would say the emotional roller coaster we are on is tough sometimes. Hang in there,you are so worth it.

[JustAYoungGirl]

Hello! Im doing okay! Aww "princess" thats what my dad used to call me :P I got out today for a little while, im feeling much better for it! Iv got alot going on just now and it just plays havoc with my emotions! xox

[hopsing94]

Hey princess of the UK. Hope your feeling better.

[GoingToMakeIt]

I heartily agree with John!
She did just change her mood, I see.

JustAYoungGirl, Know that you are beautifully and wonderfully made.

[hopsing94]

Hey I just read your mood. You are not fat and ugly. Your beautiful and special. You've been through alot for your age and your still here and have so much living to do. I dont want you to feel like that anymore. I have a daughter who is 20 now and she to has been through alot. I remeber her feeling so alone,and depressed. It's tough growing up in this chaotic world we live in but there is still so much to do and love to be had. Cheer up princess. Thats what i'm gonna call you from now on Princess.

[hopsing94]

Damn girl talk about everything hitting at once. I'm glad your feeling better. My heart has been doing that alot lately too. Blood pressue has been up and my vision gets blury.
Glad your home now. I don't bite hard,so they say. Don't go anywhere and keep us posted how your doing and if you ever just wanna talk. We are here. John

[GoingToMakeIt]

It is so good to see you post. luv ya lots