Lost...

[JustAYoungGirl]

I feel so lost on here since I came out the hospital...the new format is just pants! Theres so many new people who just dissapear once their questions been answered! Alot of the people i spoke to are gone! I dunno I just cant bring myself to post anything personal just now! Who's still here? xox

[GoingToMakeIt]

Well, as you know. I am here for you.
This new format is a lot different.

[1234betterlife]

me too

[flmagi]

I'm still around too. Mainly reading, not posting. I think alot of the old timers are doing the same thing, since we seem to respond when a call for the old timers is posted.  I'm always happy to read a post from the friends I recognize here. Hope everyone is doing well.

[JustAYoungGirl]

I thought id lost you all! I feel a bit funny about posting anything now bcoz its changed so much! I want to old med help back with all the oldies again lol! xox

[IBKleen]

Hi Honey!

So good to see you back, and well.

Don't be discouraged. the forums change every day, some stick around and others don't. It is the nature of the beast, and it is life.

There are always good people here to listen and give you advise when they can.

Would love to see you post more often. Take care!

[GoingToMakeIt]

It meant a lot to see you post. I am glad to know that you're doing OK and are still around.

[3grlz'mom]

You are such a doll.  I have a 13 year old - she looks a bit like you - you remind me of the girl from the new movie "Juno" here.  Have you heard of it?  Does "Just pants" mean it just "sucks" or what?  (I am a 42 year old nerdy mom.)  What were you hospitalized for?  Doing ok now?

[hopsing94]

Hey don't worry we don't bite,well I used too but not now. We are all here for ya. Hope everything is ok.

[mshell62]

Hop still bites.....heehee... but we still love him!

[JustAYoungGirl]

Is that the movie of the teen mum? Yeah just pants means it just sucks lol! I was hospitalized because i had a chest infection and the coughing tore a muscle next to my heart and triggered a panic attack and then i had an asthma attack! Then while i was in hospital my heart started playing up again! Im okay now though!
hehe hop dont biite meee i bite back :D xox

[GoingToMakeIt]

It is so good to see you post. luv ya lots

[hopsing94]

Damn girl talk about everything hitting at once. I'm glad your feeling better. My heart has been doing that alot lately too. Blood pressue has been up and my vision gets blury.
Glad your home now. I don't bite hard,so they say. Don't go anywhere and keep us posted how your doing and if you ever just wanna talk. We are here. John

[hopsing94]

Hey I just read your mood. You are not fat and ugly. Your beautiful and special. You've been through alot for your age and your still here and have so much living to do. I dont want you to feel like that anymore. I have a daughter who is 20 now and she to has been through alot. I remeber her feeling so alone,and depressed. It's tough growing up in this chaotic world we live in but there is still so much to do and love to be had. Cheer up princess. Thats what i'm gonna call you from now on Princess.

[GoingToMakeIt]

I heartily agree with John!
She did just change her mood, I see.

JustAYoungGirl, Know that you are beautifully and wonderfully made.

[hopsing94]

Hey princess of the UK. Hope your feeling better.

[JustAYoungGirl]

Hello! Im doing okay! Aww "princess" thats what my dad used to call me :P I got out today for a little while, im feeling much better for it! Iv got alot going on just now and it just plays havoc with my emotions! xox

[hopsing94]

Well I usually reserve that for my litte girl,she's 4 and a real character. Glad your feeling a little better. It's good that you got out. I would say the emotional roller coaster we are on is tough sometimes. Hang in there,you are so worth it.

[JustAYoungGirl]

I could be doing with a good old rant about everything thts going on at the moment! think i might make a post about it! Starting to feel a bit more at ease with the new look of the forum and with the new people etc. Im trying to hang in there but its so hard at times! iv had a hard couple of days! Il get there though! xox

[hopsing94]

you should, it will help to get it out. It's not good to keep things bottled up and you will feel better. Just remember people only need to know what you want them to. Whatever you post on here is for everyone to see. Sorry it took so long to answer,I left work and had to drive home.

[JustAYoungGirl]

its ok! I posted a little update/rant! Im quite open at times but other times i tell nobody anything and it just builds up! Then somethings got to give and when it does i explode! its not healthy at all...but it is a hard habit to break xox

[hopsing94]

Yes it is, i haven't done it yet and I'm 40 years old but it feels good when I do let it out. I read your post. I had no idea. It takes alot of courage to do what you have done. My heart goes out to you. You are obviously a very strong person to be able to deal with this as well as you have. I wish i could hear your accent, I can see it in your typing, its so cool. Well I hope you are having a good day today. I think its afternoon where you are.

[JustAYoungGirl]

Iv had a pretty good day for the past few days! todays been the best although iv ended up a bit drunk (just back from the pub!) Im not as strong as alot of people think but at least im still here! What doesnt kill you can only make you stronger! xox

[GoingToMakeIt]

I always love it when you post. Someday you will see that you are strong.

[hopsing94]

Damn girl you had me worried. What do ya mean you were at the pub. Whats the drining age over there. You are stronger than you think and you will see that one day.
We missed ya and were worried about you. Good to see your ok,hopefully you didn't have a hangover,although if you did good for you LOL