I am an 18 year old girl. I was on prozac for maybe a week, only 20 mgs but i was taking it every day and it was not prescribed to me, it was my moms old prescription so i guess that was a very stupid decision. I smoked a tiny bit of pot on it, literally one hit, and about an hr later I started having heart palps and tremors- major anxiety. It was soo bad i couldnt even breathe. I was sweating and shaking uncontrollably. Ever since that I have just not been quite right. Can't smoke pot anymore, I know that's not important but I just find it really odd bc I used to smoke every day, it always made me ao mellow. I've done LSD twice, MDMA frequently and cocaine. Also, a few weeks ago I tried to smoke weed with my friend- took a couple puffs and felt the same anxiety I felt that night, only this time I actually blacked out, kind of like I was having a seizure. Starts out with losing my sense of reality- i felt like my life was a movie and my heart starts beating out of my chest.. its rlly scary. My friend said I was laying on the ground I was screaming and ripping the grass out and tugging on my face. While this was happening I had no idea what was goin on- I feel like I'm dead or losing my mind and im pretty much not in reality at all. (this has happened a few times before i ever took prozac) afterwards, I am almost speechless- kind of stunned and still feel some anxiety. It takes about another hour to completely wear off. I haven't been able to smoke in over 3 months without flipping out and I'm too scared to do anything else. And also now the littlest things trigger my anxiety. I used to do whatever and I was always fine.. Do u have any advice about any of this? Or can tell me what is wrong with my body/brain? Idk if this problem is mental or physical or both. It all started after I took Prozac so I think that may somehow be the culprit. Was I taking too much? Is there something organic wrong with my body? Or is it all just anxiety? Any advice would be appreciated thank u
-Emily