Hi,
After having biopsy results that said a
lumpLumps in the breasts was
benignBenign ear cyst or tumor
Benign positional vertigo, I had an op 2 weeks ago to remove the large
lumpLumps in the breasts. My results today show it was definitely a Phyllodes Tumour but that it has been graded intermediate/borderline, which now worries me it not being called
benignBenign ear cyst or tumor
Benign positional vertigo anymore. On a scale of 1-10, 1-5 being
benignBenign ear cyst or tumor
Benign positional vertigo, 9-10 being
malignantCancer
Gestational trophoblastic disease
Lymphoma, malignant - ct scan
Malignant melanoma
Malignant otitis externa
Melanoma of the eye
Multiple myeloma
Skin cancer, malignant melanoma(rare?), I am grade 6. It was a "pushing" tumour (as opposed to infiltrating), & atypical & just shelled out which I do understand from reading others experiences. It may have grown quickly as I was unaware of it earlier in the year. My consultant has recommended a 2nd op to remove about 1/2cm of "good" tissue (my lump was about the size of a Hens egg), but is leaving the decision to me. I am really dreading a 2nd op especially as he said I would need a chest drain & this time there would possibly be a change cosmetically, which was my initial fear to start with (& there is no question of reconstructive surgery for this over here unless it was a mastectomy, & I wouldn't want to go through that anyway)
He stressed it wasn't Cancer but I find this difficult to comprehend when the grading suggests otherwise.
He couldn't give facts & figures re regrowth or if not having the op made it more likely it would grow back.
Either way I will be monitored, mammograms etc every 3 months then if OK 6 months etc.
I would appreciate some advice.....has anyone else got experience of this?
Living with a scar and some disfiguring is way better than living with cancer (present or future).
I think deep down I know I really don't have a choice but to have the 2nd op. I feel my consultant is not telling me everything but just enough info that he feels I need at the time. This is getting me angry cos I have read about Pylloides on the net & I know already he has given me false hope by saying my biopsy was benign & that the condition isn't serious. Also I was given the impression that my initial op would be the end of it all (even as he stood by my bed after the op!)although I am 99% sure he knew then it was a Phylloides. Well it looks pretty serious to me!
He has said I will live a normal life expectancy & that it is NOT cancer.Well it seems to me that it IS a form of cancer, especially now I am borderline.
I can't concentrate on anything else. I know that the chance of it returning even after the 2nd op is still there. What if the margin he takes out isn't clear? He's talking as if it will be...but he doesn't know that for sure until it's tested. I know I'm sounding negative but so far eveything he's said has turned out the opposite. I am at my wits end with worry.