Thank you so much for your advice and stories.I agree with both you but I just wanted to make sure I was making the right decision.I am just so afraid that she will hate me for making that decision or for keeping it from her if/when she finds out.But her safety and good up bringing is far more important than if she will be upset with me from keeping it from her.Again thank you so much for your responses.
feel guilty no more- you did what you needed to do-
My niece went thru something similar with her two girls- the dad they think is dad is really only dad to ONE girl/ and she even talked to our priest about it- all he said to do was "pray for wisdom"- After that she asked both me and my husband -in her instance it would have actually put her girls at each other's throats more as they fuss a lot together already - 2 years apart age 10 + 12/ one is very pretty one is homely, one is chatty, one is quiet, one is tall and slim the other short and chunky this would have even put more problems between them - one finding out that is probably why she looks so different too- she was the beautiful slim one at younger age- now the eldest is pretty and slim and the one that always got all the attention for being chatty is more of a busy - body- don't get me wrong but THOSE TWO have always wondered why they are so different- this would just open up a whole bag of worms to pull them even farther apart... their bio father's are also nowhere in the picture- by their choice.
Now if one day at a much later date for medical reasons you decide she should know- then it may be best- my husband is adopted although he can't remember a time when he didn't know he was adopted, all the "moms and dads" when he was 30 asked him if he watned to meet his bio parents and it went very well- they met to discuss medical backgrounds and she has left him half a million in her will. He doesn't really care about that- the will may even be changed down the road- but he is glad he met everyone.
too much info?
this is not news to share w/ a child. it only confuses them. sometimes, it backfires and instead of them saying i have a loving mother and stepfather they say to themselves i was rejected and was not wanted or some mess like that. also, if they enter a rebellious stage (that teens usually go through) they will likely not mind pointing out that their stepfather isn't their 'real' father anyway, so shut up. just some things i have heard of and seen happen
let her ask you on her own or you could wait until she is grown (18+) maybe she'll go look for him. maybe she won't. it's not that big a deal. sadly enough though, single parent families and stepparent families are the norm and loving nurturing parents of whatever form are all that matters anyway. she'd have more of a clear understanding of that at a later date