Good Morning
I am 33 years, I had a first depression 12 years ago (mainly anxiety, not depressed), I took paxil 20mg for 2 years and reduced to 10mg everyday or even 5 mg each 2 days during 10 years (as i was feeling very well).
The depression came back 47 days ago: worst than the first time (now I am depressed: difficulty to get out of bed, no energy, difficulty to overcome small issues, even suicical thought at a time: I was thinking about other persons that have decided to die: not me), i have the feeling that it will never go away.
Since those 47 days, i have been jogging every day, met a psychologist 2 -3 times a week and met a psychiatrist 3 times, working part time to force me to do something.
The psychiatrist increased the paxil to 30mg 4 weeks ago and 40mg 1 week ago.
During those 47 days:
- if we take the global picture: i think the situation has improved a little
- i am usually down, depressed in the AM and feel better and sometimes very good at night
- except yesterday night: i cried very very much because i was desperate and sad.
I told it to my psychiatrist and she is thinking about switching me to Effexor but basically wants me to take the decision.
my questions are:
- How should I make this decision? shouldn't she take the decision based on our conversations?
- Have you ever had such cases and can we combine paxil and effexor? (i'm worried to stop paxil after 12 years)
- Should i take the risk or changing? if any risk.