Please.help.me....Sorry,my.space.key.isn't.working,so.i.have.to.type.like.this...I.am.a.15.year.old.girl.who.i.think.is.suffering.from.serious.depresssion....I.have.a.stepmother.that.i.try.to.avoid.at.all.costs.because.she.sometimes.can.be.verbally.abusive.towards.my.sister.and.I.....She.came.in.my.house.with.three.children.and.a.year.after.the.oldest.child.had.a.son....so.that.makes.four.children.plus.herself,my.father.sister.and.i....My.dad.does.most.or.all.of.the.cleaning.with.only.my.sister.and.I.helping.and.he.works.while.she.stays.home.all.day.....She.depends.on.his.money.to.get.by.and.i.think.she.is.jealous.of.my.father's.relationship.between.my.sister.and.I.......My.dad.was.recently.in.the.hospital.because.of.all.the.stress.yet.she.still.doesn't.change......She.has.talked.about.moving.out.many.times.but.with.what.money?...and.for.4.years..she.has.spoke.about.it.but.nothing.happened....and.i.dont.think.she.has.even.found.a.house.yet...or.apartment.Today.....she.came.home.from.shopping.and.was.talking.loudly.on.the.phone.about.my.sister.and.i.and.i.remember.her.saying.this..."Sometimes.I.just.feel.like.getting.a.glass.vase.and.smashing.it.over.and.over.until.i.kill...him"......My.sister.and.i.were.upstairs.hearing.every.word....What.person.would.say.that?...I.mean..if.u.have.a.huge.problem....wouldnt.a.divorce.be.good?....Im.not.forcing.anything.but.i.was.told.by.my.mom.that.if.a.relationship.wasnt.working.out.....the.best.thing.to.do.is.to.stop.seeing.each.other.They.have.been.trying.to.work.it.out.but.it.is.just.getting..worse.Everytime...its.like.she.is.getting.more.and.more.aggressive...The.other.sick.thing.is.that.i.keep.seeing.her.over.and.over.again.killing.my.father.and.his.dead.body.covered.in.blood.and.his.head.punched.lying.on.the.floor...I.DONT..KNOW.WHAT.TO.DO....Also,my.dad.is.going.to.Arizona.shortly,so.we'll.be.stuck.in.the.house.with.her!!
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