I'm manic depressive, and recently I haven't been feeling too good. I've been having a lot of panic attacks because of this, and I can't eat/sleep/think straight. I'm constantly feeling low and I can't get myself out of this bad time. Everything's going wrong in my life, and I can't stop myself from self harming. I have some things with me right now, to end my life with, but I'm scared. I don't think I want to..but what choice do I have? Please, someone, can you talk to me? I'm feeling lost...