Many people go through the same as You are right now and there is someone You can talk to rather than feeling alone.
Life can be hard especially when You feel as though there is no one that can help or support You.
Your life is worth living though and You will not always feel this way
I know it hurts. thats life. if nothing else, its life. Its real, and sometimes it f*uckin hurts, but its sort of all we have.