so scared

[hello89]

hi im gettin really worried about wats happening to me...im obessed wif this fella who killed himself near 4 years ago andi didnt even knw him but i cant get him outa me head its makin me depressed and im losing loads of weight...i keep blaming myself and all evn though i knw its not my fault like but i feel like my mind is against me...i get dese horrible images of hanging and it frightenes mecuz i go in a panic state and think o god o god dats guna happen..i dont understand i think about other people..it jus exhauts me and makes me depressed....plz wat cud it b..thanks??

[TexasJim]

Hey there girl ,  look we are a bunch of mixed up nuts here  and all share in about the same stuff , Im on lexapro and think all jobs are not for me , I just lost another in the corprate world,,,  Im readsy to just get a fork lft  my wife has been on meds for 4 years and she is about to come around, we all are on each other sides , just hang in there and weav your basket ,,, mine is done and Im starteing a new one,  do you have a church home? somtime that helps if not just keep sending post and we can talk.  just hang in there,  

[hello89]

thnaks 4 commenting back i knw im really scared i used to b so outgoin and all but recently im just so down....i hav made a doc appointment 4 2morrow..i hope dey can help

[Hensley258]

Your obsessive thoughts about this issue could very well be related to a serious Mental Health problem that even you are not fully aware of.

Obsessions can be very unhealthy and in this case I think you should seek the help of a Psyciatrist for evaluation and treatment.

Mental Illness will not just go away on it's own. It will take action on your part to activly seek the help you need. The bottom line is that these thoughts are very serious and destructive. They sound as if they have reached a point where they are causing disfunction in your day to day life.

I hope you find help soon.

[rach203]

sounds like your having a bad time with this.im glad you know your not to blame.the only advice i can give you is you to talk to somone about this.maybe therapy would be benificial for you.i really hope you can over come this and get on with your own life all the best