I had a keeper and let her slip away. My drinking, and smoking drove her away. I was trying to quit, but since the breakup it's just gotten worse. In the process of moving out of the place we shared. Being alone in the house we had so many found memories in is torture. I have an appt today at lunch with a primary dr, hoping he will recommend something for this depression and separation anxiety. I feel so abandoned. So hard to get through the days right now. Really hope things can get better.. This is horrible.