im 24w2d pregnant, &two weeks ago my boyfriend / babydaddy left for basic training. he won't be back til sometime in july. hopefullly before my duedate.
altho i have support throughout my pregnancy from family ..since he left, its just not the same. ive never gone a full day not talking to him, anf we havent gone more than a day or two w/o seeing eachother. now all ican do is sit and wait for his letters.
anyways, lately since he left ive been real down, and stressed. which is not good for me or baby. i dont wana leave my house, not even for work. im soo irritable, all iwana do is cry and sleep. Sometimes idont even wana eat. what makes it worse is, i feel like ineed to put up this front eith people that im dealing and happy..cos if ibring up anything about being upset, iget told ' get over it, its not like hes overseas ' and thats from close family.
I mean, no hes not overseas, but he will be away for about 4 months, and might possibly miss the birth of his first child. This is new to tge both of us.
I just dont kno how to deal with it anymore, its only been 2weeks and already im feeling lonely and depressed..
sorry for the long post, more of a vent i guess.