Maybe you should go talk to someone, or I'm thinking you have bipolar
Em.... Do you have choice, are you an adult? Get a grip and take responsibility for your actions.
He is worse to put up with this
Some of the behaviors you describe are present in Borderline Personality Disorder. If that is true, you need counseling to become who you want to be.
therese83-I am an adult. Do you have any experience in life? Obviosuly due to mental disease I cannot always control my actions, which you would know about if you had any experience in life. I can't just "get a grip" when there are chemicals messed up in my brain. Don't respond if you have nothing nice to say because putting down a suicidal person really isn't a good idea.
Anneinside & LoveMe2011...thanks for your input...I have looked into those disorders and am planning on talking to my therapist about it.
Your post makes me feel so sad for you and the person who posted such an unkind comment is not a very sympathetic person.
I'm sure you do not want to be feeling and acting this way, your boyfriend seems like a really nice person and he obviously loves you very much to be putting up with the way you treat him.
Try and tell youself that you are a good person think of all the good quality's that you have and the very best of luck to you x
thank you so much for your kind words.the encouragement helps :)