I don't know where to post this question..

[Irisbritney]

Ok, so a couple days ago a guy I knew committed suicide. I guess he was going through a lot!
Anyway, yesterday I was feeling like crap (still am) and out of nowhere I suddenly heard this voice or got a feeling telling me "if Thomas can do it so can you" & I went with it.. I'm like yeah I can! Than I snapped out of it and I told myself "no you are not doing that" it was so weird and freaky. Like I actually convinced myself I could do that too.  Am I crazy or what? Is that something I should keep to myself?

[Irisbritney]

Thanks.
I'm not going to do it.

[Irisbritney]

Idk I think it's cuz how he felt is a little similar to what I feel and I just want it to stop and the only way to stop it is to die.. But I'm not going to do it

[Mommybri_mike]

You are not crazy, that has happened to me before and eventually I got the help I needed and it got better yeah it took me a whole year of feeling worthless but it does get better. Just keep telling yourself you are better then this...and if you are feeling so bad, think what is going to happen when you die? You don't know. Would you rather take the risk of not knowing what's going to happen once you are gone. If it's better or worse?

[Bubulous]

I wonder what the actual message of the voice was.  I find it difficult to believe that it was wanting you to kill yourself.  Maybe Thomas figured out something that he could not handle and the only solution he could come up with was to kill himself.  For you maybe the message meant you can find out what he did but you may be able to understand what he didn't.
I don't know but I want to know what your thoughts are on it.