Nobody cares about me, literally

[gumbygumby]

What the hell is somebody supposed to do when they quite literally have no reason to live?

[helpmeh]

if your family is evil then block off your feelings of them and keep it as low key as possible, force yourself to do something social that you dont have to have any requirements or knowledge of to join and hopefully someone will become friendly with you. Also, MOVE. if u r living with/ close to your parents that wont help. other states will have more activities to your liking and hopefully a more civilized and respective medical system. brush aside anything that puts you down, if you cant, try to replace the bad thoughts with hopefulness, and i guarantee u r not as bad looking as you let on. thats the bad thoughts talking. these r big tasks that are much thicker than words but if u can start over you will be much better off

[luppylupus]

I have an idea for you, how about going to a dollar store and get a small notebook, inside the notebook writ in the day, every night you have to say 3 good things, no matter what even it sounds silly to, could be you saw a cloudy today that reminded me of a ball

[Ararwa]

I have been reading the comments.  So what do you do when you are 60m your spouse dies,You have no children.  I moved here to take care of my parents (in their older 80s) and if it weren't for that, I would commit suicide.  I have been declared clinicly depressed and take depression but the thoughts are still there.  Now what.

Panguna

[Jaquta]

I expect you must be feeling really, really bad.  I'm sorry you feel so low.
It is never easy to find out a diagnosis, especially if it is one you don't want.
I'm sorry you feel so bad.

People not reading something you've written is not a reflection on you and does not mean that people care any less.

If it makes you feel any better I've had posts deleted.  Usually it happens at a time when you are stressed or need support so it feels like no one cares and that can leave you feeling worthless and alienated.

People care!!  

[gumbygumby]

a messageboard wont even take the time to read my topic.

[gumbygumby]

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