Then you need a counselor not at the school -- a psychologist. It doesn't have to be someone at the school. Keep looking for your help.
Nope.. No counselor or anything like that at my school.. But thanks for the help.. It really does mean a lot <3
Is there a counselor at school who you can talk to who can direct you to someone who can help you talk this out? And is there a way you can stress to your mother that you're really getting concerned about this, which is very smart of you. You know this isn't getting you anywhere good, a lot of people don't and don't try and get help, but you want help so I think you'll get it. You just sometimes in this world need to be persistent because people, even parents, often find this a hard thing to deal with.