Ok,kind of complicated but here it goes. I didn't have my period for two months, took a preg test and it was negative. Two weeks later I started bleeding really bad, went to the hospital, and found out I was pregnant. Shocker! My husband and I have one child that's almost ten. Before her we had two miscarriages. Our pregnancy with my daughter had a lot of problems. We tried to take precautions, because we didn't want any more children. When I found out that I was pregnant again, I cried a lot. My husband and I were both in agreement that we didn't want another child. Two days later we saw my regular OBGYN and he did some more test and told us that we miscarried. I guess that it was the best case senario. My problem is that now, even though I am relieved, I am also really depressed. My hormone levels are all wacky and I just want to cry. Nobody asks me how I'm feeling or even talks about it at all. My mom and husband do, but none of his family. It's just wierd. Mother's day was really bad. I figured that after just having a miscarriage that my husband would have recognized it in some way. I'm just down in the dumps and want to cry all the time. My husband doesn't understand and I told him that I'm having problems. I would love to just take a pill and make myself happy. I'm not being a very good mom right now either. All the little things bother me. Help?