Well this is mostly just me venting but any advice or suggestions, or just some sharing would really help. I am so unhappy at home and me and my husband scream all the time at eachother. I feel like he just does whatever he wants and I don't get to do anything. Partly that is because I don't have any friends. I don't even know how to drive our car because it is a manual and no matter how hard I try to learn I just can't do it, so there went what social life I had. We used to have a pretty nice car but it broke down beyond repair. I have a two year old son and he has witnessed a lot of fights, I don't like that because I know what that is like. I try not to fight in front of him but my husband just makes me blow up. My husband and I used to be perfect for eachother, he was calm and I was hot tempered. Now he is just so needlessly mean to me, and in return I am even meaner to him. I feel like he is the problem here but sometimes I wonder if it is all just me and if I leave him I am being stupid, but neither of us are happy either. I can't see how I could leave though. I can't get a job without a car and he uses our only one, I can't get a car without a job, and I have no where I could go and neither does he. No one has room for me. Also, I have a big problem with depression and anxiety and every time I try to work I have panic attacks. I scream and cry and lose sleep, and then I become terrified of the next day, so I quit. I can't get therapy because we don't have money. Too much for welfare and not enough to afford our own. What can I do? I'm at my wits end. Some people have suggested marriage counseling, but again no insurance and no money (and no church).