What is up with me :(

[Hello234]

Soo uh im in eighth grade And i have some issues and questions. So like all my life for some reason ive had lpw confidence, low self esteem, ive always been shy, really sad, and anti social tomost ppl. Yes, all my life. Idk whats wrong with me but i really want to find out soon because every year, i hate myself more and more and everything gets worse and worse. When i was younger though, i was outgoing but shy, but always at some point i would just be me. Now im unbearbly shy, and my social life is a trash now, and i dont really care about anything. I love my
Parents with all my heart but i just hate how they treat me like im some vintage china doll that has tobe watched an cared for 24/7. I think they may be why im like this but i really dont know. Anyways...my questions are: why am i like this and how do i stop this? Why am i so socially retarded?? And what do i do to get my parents to treat me like an actual teenager? And no talking to them doesnt work because apparently im not allowed to "beg" or whatever. They always threaten to take one of my pssesions away or taking a privledge. Its not like i acually do things after school besides eat canned noodles and take a nap til the next day.

[Hello234]

Thanks it sure helped :*

[Marebear74]

Well it sounds like ur parents r just being parents! I am 36 yrs old and been on both sides of the fence! And at ur age it *****! U should ask to be checked for depression. Sound's like u have a real good chance of having it. Keep in touch ok! Best wishes! PS u may need family counseling also. It does help, promise!

[p2kyrock01]

Cheer up, girl! Go go go! Maybe your parent worrying you because you look sad and depressed everyday. Give them your big smile. Show them you are grown up and fine.

If you really hate your life. So move on! Study hard! Doing some hobbies and gain some skills. Start your better future from now. Be what you want to be!

Your life will change, trust me. It's all depends on you, dear.
And don't forget to pray. He is the only one who can help. As long you open the door for Him.