i feel like there no future for me.

[mattyb17]

i wake up every morning feel like im worthless waking up worry how im going to get thru the day i cant even go far from my home with out feeling anxious  ive tryed over dosing my self 2 times in the past 4 days but i mean ive taken 25 pills saturday and they did basicaly nothing to me i mean how many would i have to take to get my self out of this missery... i dont know what to do anymore :/

[Kayannaboo]

Being a teenager is so difficult and not many understand that, you have so much going and u feel seriously alone and defeated. However, overdosing yourself is a serious problem and u need to see a professional about what is going on in your head. I usually stress and recommend that depressed persons speak seriously to a trained counsellor because relying on everyday people to assist you with matters of the heart can make you feel worse. Not that they do not care but they are not equipped to deal with the issues you are faced with and so they may not know how important sympathy and sensititvity is.

You are 17 years old, your life is just beginning, it is the time for exploration and adventure, the time to find yourself, change your mind and change it again simply because time is on your side, you know? ur allowed to do so. You are not worthless becasue worthless people do not know that they are, actually they believe that the solar system revolves around them. Let others in, the more comfort you feel, the less scary life seems to be, shutting others out will only result in you feeling lonely. Work on your hobbies and find some new ones. What are you good at? What do you enjoy? There must be something! Please take care and do not harm yourself anymore, you are too important. Your purpose is awaiting, do not miss out on it!

[Clysta]

Have you seen a doctor or therapist at all? You need to figure out what it is in your life that is causing you to feel depressed like this. Do you have anyone close to you that you can talk to? Life is hard, and sometimes it seems like nothing will go right but there is always something to live for. It might seem like you'll never find it, but you will.

If you need someone to talk to about anything, I'm always available.

[RainLover71]

Your a young man with everything to live for so you need to stop thinking this way and get some control in your life.What has happened to make you feel this way?Why is your life a misery,isn,t there something you can do about,something that motivates you to do the things you enjoy or hobbies you have.What about your friends and family,have you told them how you feel.Do you have a favourite football team?I do,i go for liverpool.Hang in there and seek the things you like doing and have a goal in your life that you want to make happen.All the best.