I feel like an outsider looking in. Like I'm not part of anything. Like I'm trying to be what everyone else is.
Once in a while I get this weird feeling that I'm just watching the world like it's on TV. Sometimes I even expect music to be qued. It's very disturbing.
Hey
I see people ive known forever that seem strange to me, and I dont know how I should act around them..I feel like im not connected to the world that Im a robot just doing my regular things and feeling nothing, I wonder if this life is worth living the way I do...I see everyone else as living like this and ACTUALLY enjoying life and wondering why, and how I ever enjoyed it myself?