I am so sorry to hear of all your health problems. I did read all your first message and think that advice given to you by a therapist was wrong. Fancy saying that to someone.
I do think you need to talk to a professional about your problem with the "wires" as it sounds most unusual.
I myself did take a deliberate overdose once, as my depression got too much to bear, but that was years ago, and I am still here, and wanting to live. I am glad, despite your illnessess, you have a strong desire to seek help. I am so sorry about your accidental overdose. Obviously you must get some help. Go see a doctor and tell them exactly what you have told us. There must be a logical explanation. Some medications do have strange side effects. It has been a while since you had the narcam, so it is strange you are still getting these strange "wires." Obviously something is wrong. You can't go on getting these strange after effects.
Take care, and let us know how you get on.
NO!!!!!! In the whole sentece it says, the therapist sais , come back if you feel like your going to commit suicide.
I'm kind of tired of this, personally i have fought more tyhen one time for my life from having 4 P.E.s go threw my heart at one time to having an arotic anuerysm break in an airplaine, to having my right kidney exploded at home. from having heart attack and strokes.
If you can tell from my name i have lupus and a thing calledanticardiolipid antibodies that causes all this, I have died 6 times because of these illness and put on life supports up to over 2 months.....SOOOOO I fight like heck and Would never ever commit suicide personally I think it is a chickens way out and yes I found my sister after she died from it and I still feel that way.
I also feel from the people who didn't read the whole sentence I am owed an apology.
Cassie
You said "I feel like i am going to commit suicide"
next post
"there is no way i woul dever try suicide"
Go to a Doctor because you need medical help and you should take care of yourself.
I have no idea what is ''narcom''. If you could identiffy the medication I could give you better advices.
M4
Thank you for responding yet no way would I ever try suicide.The (ACCIDENTAL) overdose was becaue I woke up early and had taken my pain pills and went back to bed then when my caregiver came in she gave them to me again.
The reason I was even making a post was to see if anyone else has had a bad reaction to narcom, I have already been to the theraphy thing and they had NO answers.
Seek medical attention immediately if you think you will commit suicide. There is no miracle cure for your wires but it may suggest you need antipsychotics. I would refer to a psychiatrist.
M4