just a few lines....

[hrdcore]

this isjust a few lines from a song written by 2 brothers here in Maine, one of them is now left us by way of a 12 guage.                 "losin you's gonna hurt, it's gonna hurt, but i won't be coming back......every time you walk away i fall apart, turn my back so u can't see my broken heart......all the tears i cry, i cry them all for you."      can't sem to find any help here so i guess i'll jst la down n see where all thse xanax take me.....why was i even born? to ruin lives and suffer.thanks for never letting me into the ment. hlt forum.

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You have an entire network of friends here in this forum.  Doctors don't know everything, so don't worry about medhelp closing the forum.  We have had similar problems as you - what a great thing to realize you are not alone.  I posted a response to one of your other threads if you'll read it plz.  Keep posting, you have no choice as you have involved us in this now!  It is now your responsibility to keep posting and let us know how you are.  I am at work and could get in trouble for posting on here, but I do it anyway because if I can help one person through the misery that I have felt before only to come out ok, then I have accomplished something.

[gigigrrrl]

Hey...hrdcore,

You are loved. I'm sure you have friends/family in your life who care about you. I wish I could make you smile... laugh... dream all the pain away. You can talk to me... I'm new at this forum, but good at listening. I do it all day long... listen that is. There are so many beautiful facets to one's life that sometimes we forget and need to be reminded. Like the sound of a quiet babbling brook of water, the smell of fresh cut grass, fresh out of the oven chocolate chip cookies... mmm.

Do you have any favorite things?

Close your eyes... inhale and exhale slowly... envision the water and really tune into your breathing at the same time. Sometimes this will calm me down when I feel extreme anxiety. You sound wound up and need to relax... and you can. Again, if you need to talk... I'm here.